Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Stuff's About to Get Real
I don't think that I've ever actually talked about the reason I started this blog. For one thing, I've tried writing about my feelings in journals but can never stick with it past a few days. And the really big thing is that I suck at talking about my feelings. I am the kind of person who just holds in all my emotions until I explode, usually in lots of tears. I started this blog as an effort to not hold in my feelings. My theory was that I would be able to write for longer than I ever did in a journal, if there were people reading it. And there have been. And my theory has proven true. I've had this blog for over a year now. But I tend to avoid writing about certain things, because I feel like people don't want to read them. After discovering and reading some of Jorah's amazing blog, I have realized that I should write about whatever I want. If you don't like it, don't read it. If it offends you, leave. I am a real person. I have flaws just like you. I have feelings too and I have issues from the past that I'm still dealing with, or rather trying not to deal with. From now on, I write for me, and if you like it, great. If not, oh well. I'll still do movie reviews and share my art and stuff. After all, I'm writing this as a record of my experiences in life. The good times and the bad. And for those of you who stick with me through the thick and the thin, I appreciate you. And trust me, there's about to be some thin.