Thursday, August 7, 2014
I've been in a weird mood lately. I've been feeling very stressed and depressed. I don't want to go sleep at night because I know that once I go to sleep I won't want to wake up. I've been having a lot of compulsions lately, the C part of OCD. And they make me feel like I'm crazy. I don't even want to talk about them here because I don't think most people would understand. I don't even understand and I'm the one it's happening to. And I don't know who to talk to about it or how to get help when I can hardly even bring myself to leave the house most days due to my social anxiety. I have stuff to blog about but I haven't felt like blogging. I haven't felt like doing much of anything besides eating and watching Netflix. I just don't know anymore. I'm just letting you guys know I'm alive but I won't be blogging again until I feel like it. It might be tomorrow; it might be next week. I don't know.
From the brain of Jessica when the clock struck 12:59 AM