One of the reasons that I'm so happy to finally be returning to work is that I want to have a little bit of structure in my life again. For the most part I'm a free spirit, happy to do my own thing. I enjoy being able to do whatever I want, whenever I want. But during this time that I haven't been working, I have been crazy busy trying to everything possible to make enough money to pay my rent each month. I spend every waking moment trying to be super productive, even to the point of not showering sometimes because it isn't productive. I mean, I would never ever not shower because that's gross. Um, yeah, that's totally what I meant... Anyway I am really looking forward to returning to work and some structure because I might actually allow myself to have some free time now. Because seriously, I have even been eating while working. The only time that I'm awake and not trying to be productive lately is when I'm doing my yoga, except for this weekend when I went to Olympic Sculpture Park.
I definitely need structure too, and I've created a terrible one for myself since being unemployed. But I think I've needed the break.
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